I WANT COFFEE.

I WANT COFFEE.

alright let's try some absolutely off-topic stuff.
im using blogger.
saul (shud be job) ray ong kai lun thinks temasek is like sim city. i believe him.
saw this stuffed elephant at MPH parkway parade. it's indescribable.
ate $5 worth of char kuay teow. (dont look at my tummy and dont say a word)
i STILL dont know what that 'board' thing ray and suquan kept blabbing about is.
fell half-asleep on bus 15 on the way home.
i found this thing that feels like a tumour in my earlobe.
my side itches.
i crave instant noodles.
im not hungry.
people who use their MSN nicks to wallow in self-pity have funny MSN nicks.
gene says there's a show at esplanade someday and is asking me to go. currently considering.
i dont know what the show's about.
i want to fix my mp3player.
my msger's collecting dust.
listening to chris brown f/ juelz santana - run it!
blogs with music annoy me. =x no offence.
im humble.
im tired.
im going to sleep.
im logging off.

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I'll give up forever to touch you
'cause I know that you'll feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'll understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'll understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'll understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'll understand
When everything's meant to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

saturday!
today was super-fun. service was about love & friendship. i think pastor jeff gave us some worthy-ponder points. such as friends loving you unconditionally, not because of what u have, etc. and how a true friend 'comes in when the whole world has walked out'. isnt that something to think about? i wonder if my friends would ever stick by me unconditionally, through thick and thin. and also if i would stick by them at all times too. i dont think so. =x but i'll try!
also, pastor mentioned about another so-and-so (icantremembereverythingcani) classifying people into 3 groups: background people [people who stick in your group everyday but are seldom noticed], machine people [people who serve you eg. bus/cab drivers, cashiers, etc. and may be or soon will be replaced by machines in the future], and people people [those who rarely NOT get noticed. like making friends just comes naturally]. to be honest, i fall somewhere in the first group. =/ guess i'll hafta try harder. support me friends. give me bad criticism, but make sure im in a good mood first. =)
after service the whole east group had a reunion dinner-type thing at fisherman's village, pasir ris park. the ambience was admirable, and the breeze was fantastic. only problem was it was so dark by the time we started eating, and i couldn't see my food. (and im a picky eater really.) so i was wishing i could glow with the natural glaring light i deserve to have, but i couldnt. so i made do with my phone flashlight. my poor phone is now panting, out of breath, and needs to be recharged. =/ poor thing.
i forgot what else to write! i remember thinking of a load of crap to stuff in just now but now i remember nothing. i had to struggle to think of the above stuff. haha!
oh well. time to sleep. later.
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saturday.
listening to: keane - somewhere only we know
newly obtained: eminem f/ nate dogg - shake that (seems awfully silent when it's censored :)

saturday! unusually sian~
maybe coz i missed 2 important things today namely the east meeting and SERVICE.
i hvnt missed service in a long long time!
i went for SS remedial instead. neo seemed to have high hopes of us today. she was going on about the stuffs she was gonna teach us, then wasted a lot of time in the process. then at the end she didnt finish all the stuff she wanted to do, but said how happy she was anyway. eden said she looked like she was gonna go clubbing. haha! *imagines ms neo clubbing*
then, me and wen went and i ate what wasnt meant to be dinner but made me quite full anyway. and i went to find the guys at starrrrharrrb.
i was wondering whether this was gonna happen, and it did. winstar greeted me with "today's sermon was soOoOOo nice lor! why cudnt u make it!?" what made it worse was that dennis preached a half of the sermon. arggh! they said it was pretty funny too. =(
thanks guys. really made my day x)
went to play lan after that. i guess the whole time we played i was a free frag >< not usual.
haha! poor tinker got owneddd.
then me and suquan went to elias mc for like a drink and tiny snack. then we went home.
thanks sq for listening to my woes x)
so ends another saturday.
people reading, advertise my blog! =) i need more linkkks!
okay ending here. got CG tmr!
nites!